I am trading since June 2025. I have blown uncountable accounts including evals and fundeds. I have not had any payouts yet. My lowest day have been the day when I had 5 winning days and was eligible for my first ever payout but my greed kicked in and I overtraded ended up losing everything. My psychology has been so bad that I have lost more than $1000 in last two weeks on evals. I am broke RN and don't have any money for new evals. I have one account half way passed and In my head I will not repeat the mistake again and won't blow it but I don't know. My head has been very messed up lately. I don't know how to fix my psychology because it's the only thing holding me back. I over leverage and when I loose I overtrade. I put DLL on my account and after one loss I remove that DLL and double the risk and trade again and mostly stop after blowing the account. I want to stop. I want to be disciplined but I don't know how. I am writing this here so that I will keep this in mind that I don't have to repeat my mistakes again and again. I am gonna start fresh tommorow. God is great.
Aman
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